Women Falls Off Click Has NDE

Publishing this is good just like any experience spiritual or otherwise, inspiring and so on. However we need to work on ourselves to understand this side of ourselves. Recently I have had more experiences that deepened my sense of spirituality in this way, although, or perhaps because I am such a hardened skeptic. It is like the born rebel. God says " here I am, see" and I am forced to admit a further aspect. Only as much as can be managed is shown at a time. I guess I take things too seriously so it is only shown when necessary. Like I felt something which seemed like that enlightenment experience while meditating and usually I am unfocused, distracted. After looking at an old book on out of body experiences another time and thinking how I had attempted that using online group suggestions decades before and books, then it just happened that , perhaps in a dream, I forget, that I felt ripped at speed from my body and brought somewhere shortly. I assumed these short experiences were just to show my skeptical self that such "cool" experiences are there, true, but not my path and I should not get too uptight about the hullabaloo people make about this. I felt another experience recently where someone in my vicinity passed and I felt connected to them, like they had latched onto me for hours. Afterwards it took a week or two to overcome my deep mood, like as if a close family member died. This was sort of like this girl's NDE or the basic effect it had on her, perceiving as I did in the feeling of the soul's death and sadness, confusion after leaving.  Obviously God teaches us lessons when we need them. I am not into lights and whistles. I read Kundalini awakening books where people see and hear visions and stuff but never had that. I feel bodily changes, burning, that increases, opening chakras. This seems basic to me. I think everyone has a particular type of experience so that saying "this is what to expect, enlightenment" is not really useful. That is a problem and a positive side of life. A monoculture is boring and dangerous. I joke about levitation for example but maybe such things really have happened. Perhaps Jesus and others did heal, walk on water, etc. For most of us we would just be happy to have a second of perception that gets us beyond this obvious drudge of life, work, stress, monotony, followed by the grave. If one could just know that God is real, we are all one, our bodies are not our limit. But everyone has to work like crazy and I literally hope God's grace reveals small glimpses of something greater. There are so many aspects of reality. Like insects or dogs have greater ranges of perceptions than we do. Through working on ourselves, refining our bodies through lots of spiritual practice perhaps we open certain pathways that, not just for show but to increase ur faith, God can show us things we thought impossible before. It is like with sport. After years of hard work suddenly I can stretch further than heretofore possible or perform some other feat. Cool! Evolution is supposed to be like that, purposeful, not random. Maybe there are stages of physical, spiritual development, even evolution that are planned before birth for each of us. I notice there comes full moon, eclipse or another astrological alignment and boom a surge of energy, great experience. Not bad. All those alignments are just waiting till the day we die. We just have to optimize our bodies, souls to catch the wave, surf higher.