Ayahuasca Experience - Getting Beyond the Ego Talking Points

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/the-pleasure-is-all-yours/202208/could-the-biggest-game-changer-in-mental-health-be-plant 

I was sort of wondering about the talk of enlightenment. I felt dissociated a couple times recently, like the observer of everything, distanced. This sort of changes perspective permanently, like those Out of Body Experiences, like having a vacation, getting out of the daily routine. Becoming a different person is important, to realize we arenot the role played. This gets harder with age. The past pi!es up, controlling our self image. Our C.V. becomes us. Ayahuasca, enlightenment experiences, dissociations( like people with multiple personalities who learned to click out into another world as a child due to stress) can all show us that we are all one. Getting near 60 I think more of the next life and letting go of my ego hold on identity gets a bit easier. Uranus is transiting my moon and this is upwrenching to the subconscious. I read such analyses as " a woman will trouble you", i.e. moon is female, Uranus is trouble. Deeper use of energy allows planetary transits to not be about material, superficial matters but rather to go deeper inside of oneself. According to some right now I should leave home, job, family in panic due to this transit. If I deal with the subconscious causes of this pain I find peace. That is what dissociating is about. Uranus with moon is just going into another miind space where you feel surreal, strange, then return, refreshed and aware you were free the whole time. Meditation practices this freedom.