Donnerstag, 16. Juli 2020

Rap on my shortcomings, strengths

been thinkin 'bout my behaviour
how I nervously think
and absorb every flavor
in school info nerd
noone else had much interest
history and current events
not just small talk and flirting
serious worries where world was headed
philosophy, and meaning of life
but can't make no friends
no sense of proportions
for everyday cares
like deo, clothes, sportiness
now I always got burnt out
academic racetrack too hectic
never found that life balance
so I got outta there
went far overseas
but you never change me
finally got footing 
started with cooking
not my kind of thing
changed to white collar job
buying and selling car parts from china
got into yoga
meditated and so
later flew from the office
the crisis had hit
had to start cleaning 
thank yoga I was fit
now my kundalini has gone totally wild
and I notice my brain processes much quicker
than when in college and school
the neuron cells gotten thicker
I read classics, history, really difficult stuff
started blogging, commenting
making big ego man fluff
but that ain't everyone's bag
most people my age even
or the kids on the street
fast slogan is ok
from pop advertisement
or politicians cap rim 
hate him or love him
if I think so deeply reading the ancients
people falling asleep
nodding fake assent hasty
like me in the church pew
and the priest there up front
mumbo jumbo bla bla
all that serious stuff
I got talent for music, singing, poems
can dance up a jig 
and laugh at the moment
original thought no problems there
makes much more fun 
to start rapping a while
research articles, youtube
find out how world ticks
skim fast pdf 50 pages
get the essence fast down
but bring it over to others
maybe serious problem
lose interest, get lost
gotta distill the essence
haiku or limerick
maybe even a sonnet
fast, loose and easy
I could wear a bonnet
no photos or painting
not my kind of thing
can't play dress up no way
but maybe can sing
do my rap on a love song
or politics trope
jive up on youtube
on the spiritual hope
Uranus in my 5th house
creativity there
taurus home of moon and jupiter
how I develop next
just gonna see
all depends
who influences me





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