Montag, 30. August 2021
Sonntag, 29. August 2021
Samstag, 28. August 2021
Freitag, 27. August 2021
Party in China is Over!
Extra Arm Artery Shows Evolution
I recall the video on tai chi discussing increased blood flow being a sign of higher chi.
Uranus transit over natal Saturn
https://astromatrix.org/Horoscopes/Transit-Aspects/Transit-Uranus-Conjunct-Natal-Saturn
Uranus Conjunct Natal Saturn
During this transit you may find that certain circumstances and structures in your life that you used to depend on for security or comfort could undergo transformation or suddenly change without warning. It is a powerful time as the structures of Saturn that provide material stability and routine will be challenged by the rebellious nature of Uranus that will ensure that rigid thought patterns and behaviors that are no longer necessary in your life will be broken down. You will especially be feeling this transit if you sense that tension in your life has been building up over several years.
If you have made compromises for the sake of others you may feel like you want to break free from your situation. The more you have feared insecurity and change the more problematic the time will be. If you keep clinging onto these oppressive relationships whether personal or work life will step in and make the change for you which will inevitably make things harder for you to take. It is a force for good as it clears the old structures that are holding us back from personal growth. Repressing this energy may inevitably bring disease or other illness in its wake.
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This obviously fits people around 20-22 and around 50 in the current placing of the two planets in Taurus so it could hit middle aged parents and young adults living in same house. Midlife crisis and wild youthful behavior simultaneously is a problem that is harder to handle than just one person or generation having a crisis at a time. My son for example wants definitely to move out now regardless of living and working conditions or giving up his studies for a long time and this started two years ago when uranus transited his saturn natal. Now we have found an accomodating solution for this where he can still study, not work full time, nor accumulate debt. Living with parents and younger siblings can destroy peace of mind. Saturn can react slowly to the mad impulses of Uranus however. Uranus is less a raging bull in the china shop, destroying all in its wake, than bolts of lightning and intuition causing sudden realizations of changes in our lives which help us adjust our course slightly to avoid sinking in the inevitable rapids ahead which life always provides. Saturn is however a stubborn, habit ridden old mule which clings to its old ways. Learning can be slow at any rate for all of us when it comes to habits of heart, mind and body we have long since adapted to and no idea of which direction to move from here.
Donnerstag, 26. August 2021
Mittwoch, 25. August 2021
Loneliness Online
Renovations on vacation
Old apartment-Tore out old carpets, cleaned up floors, walls, painted everywhere. New carpets needed plus linoleum in kitchen. Instead of renter like last couple decades my son could take it at cost while finishing university studies and get out from under our thumb, learn more independence. Less stress for everyone involved. One hand washes the other.
Dienstag, 24. August 2021
Sonntag, 22. August 2021
Freitag, 20. August 2021
Transgenerational Trauma
https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Transgenerational_trauma
My father was a WWII vet on the ground in Europe and was I believe sole survivor in his platoon. Guilt there. His brothers also fought but in Navy or air force and married quickly after the war and remained in home town. My Dad wandered westward through Canada and ended in Alaska, married in late nineteen fifties, started kids at 38. This in a time when people had quick starts, big families. I read lots on the war from what my parents had at home, absorbed miserliness from depression age suffering. This also postgenerational trauma. I recall a third grade essay (1973) where I wished for peace on earth. Boomers preached that back then and their dads were also WWII vets. Why did this not stick for them, this trauma of their fathers? Perhaps earlier trauma came to my family. My granddad came from Ireland at 4 years of age in 1881s, a generation after the famine. So psychologically this stretched this trauma out in my family. having kids in his forties)Frequent young birth cohorts can quickly recover whereas older parenting can keep memories alive of the worst historical incidents for well over a century in dark family subconscious. Such people can be slow starters, live long lives, be wiser than their years, more serious than their peers with a history of shorter generations behind them or less transgenerational trauma, political or personal. Healing such trauma, actually of any type can be hard work . Much of psychology and spiritual work is about churning these waters and clearing it out. Psychoanalysis or years of meditation for example. My war dream last night is more empathic than personal I believe. We were not bombarded in my family. I was the cop in the dream I think, so played the ugly American in Iraq or Afghanistan or perhaps Israeli security guards or US cop on the beat in the ghetto. There is obviously a trauma in just doing your job but ultimately being in a morally questionable position. Lots of our vets take their own lives constantly. This is the price of doing evil for the man and his empire. Vietnam vets were similarly plagued. Generational theory by strauss and howe bases all of history on the trauma cycle repetition in fact. Buddha would have us break our cycle of hatred, fear, reprisal by doing internal work. I only find conscious mental work superficial. ‘The Body keeps the Score' talks of this. Kundalini awakening is a direct, dangerous path for the few to cleanse body and mind of trauma on the way to enlightenment, however that may appear.
Donnerstag, 19. August 2021
Dreams , politics, heart vortex exercise
I dreamed a cop had just shot and killed a criminal, also who was an artist, he left a couple hundred and took his painting of his mother for the now fatherless family, as the cop lived with his own mother and the theme was close to him. Next scene before I awoke the swarm of military choppers in the blue sky above I fear attack. They down a high white tower, like a church instead which falls in our direction and from fear I awaken. News feed shows me later a massive Israeli attack on Syria. The very human and contradictory relationships follow from the dream.
Yoga practice heart vortex spinning exercise.
sitting bend one knee to side, stretch other leg straight as far to other side as possible and bend down to leg with face as far as possible. I touch nose to floor and wrap hand around foot. Repeat on other side. This double side stretch gets heart chakra turning quickly. Unlike back bends or forward splits which open it generally. Very satisfying.
Mittwoch, 18. August 2021
Solar Plexus Chakra , mind changes
tai chi intense energy centered on solar plexus and going out over trunk to arms legs. Keeps getting better in fits and starts. Desensitizing between thoughts ad emotions at times, sort of spaced out sometimes. It seems my mind or upper chakras are developing due to all the input making me more logical, intellectual, in my head at times. Good in that it develops capacities without always grounding everything in practical and personal experience, lets me expand a bit. Of course I gotta come down from these highs and with sleep, meditation, work, yoga, contact or technical reading, mechanical experimentation( yes brain cells getting busier) get this grounded again quickly in reality otherwise spaced out is like people on weed, acid or so. I don' t go very far, just feel a bit weird, mind is altering slowly enough so I ccan catch up.
Dienstag, 17. August 2021
Montag, 16. August 2021
Sonntag, 15. August 2021
Samstag, 14. August 2021
Freitag, 13. August 2021
Dark Side of Fast Fashion
Mittwoch, 11. August 2021
Dienstag, 10. August 2021
Birth Order and Relationships
https://www.mckendree.edu/academics/scholars/issue1/schilling.htm
I read a few articles. This discusses a detailed book on the subject. For example oldest daughter, oldest son, father was oldest or middle child or what happened to birth order when an older sibling died. It states in one paragraph that platonic relationships are based on similarities, two youngest or oldest children, male or female as friends vs oldest son,/ youngest daughter fulfilling specific roles in a marriage through hard wired habit of personality trait. This is more my experience. As youngest son I am easygoing entertainer, married to an oldest daughter who takes control of social, physical, financial situation and is conservative, responsible. My older brothers do not like her as she is too bossy for their tastes. I relish the fighting however in an odd way and do not take it personally, as they seem to. Friendships for me OTOH are more with youngest children or middle children of either sex. One focuses in these relationships on interests, hobbies, etc and not on establishing a complete structure, as in a family with specialization, like in a factory or business, focused on productivity. Friendship is just for fun, a getaway frim life. I suppose the habits of childhood take over. I only respect an authority figure to give me orders and this person must be inherently authoritative. In friendship I don' t need being ordered about. Anyway, we all have our general experiences in this. I thought about this idea before I learned of astrological psychology but never read in as much detail about it until now. It is an interesting field of study.
Montag, 9. August 2021
Monsieur Ibrahim et les fleurs du Coran
https://www.amazon.fr/Monsieur-Ibrahim-fleurs-du-Coran/dp/3150091187
I used this to learn some French
Sonntag, 8. August 2021
Samstag, 7. August 2021
Freitag, 6. August 2021
Donnerstag, 5. August 2021
Mittwoch, 4. August 2021
How Many Migration Waves?
I was researching time difference between the ethnic groups. East Asian to European maybe 42000 years. African to Eurasian is big question here. The rest is easy. Within Europe or Asia regionally to form Russians, Celts, Germanic tribes differences must have been several thousand years and I read once between Midle Eastern and European was about 6000 years. If I were married with a girl of same exact ethnicity as mine it is energetically and emotionally very similar, like in some cultures they marry cousins. However my parents married outside ethnicity and my wife's parents, although northern European types. This makes for avery broad type from Celtic to East Slavic. A study once done on German soldiers found that if tneir parents were from a broader geographic area, i.e. higher genetic diversity( even within Germany, not multiethnic) that the soldiers were taller. I would suspect that this holds true for broad hysical and mental health, higher intelligence and lower susceptibility to accumulated genetic defects as well. Inbreeding is interesting in pets and humans. We look interesting after long group isolation. However this might have its price in odd ethnic genetic anomalies, ilnesses. Doing energy work I perceive also a difference between groups. If someone is further from my ethnic group it is more diificult for me to grasp their energy field, adapt it to my own. I suppose genes cause vibrations in the body' s energy substructure. Initially learning to feel auras I discovered that similar horoscopes between partners helped greatly, then learned to adapt to almost any horoscope. Now I am slowly loosening and strengthening my energy field to perceive, adapt to all human racial and ethnic groups. Of course one can become used to animals, trees. Perhaps after getting totally at ease with all human populations I will turn into a spiritual Doctor Dolittle and learn dolphin, whale, tiger, chimp energy sense and differences. After that comes extraterrestrial life but usually proximity is crucial. Maybe they would communicate multidimensionally to me in my subconscious? I always wonder about an endgame, goal to all this( enlightenment?) but somehow I think it just keeps growing.
Dienstag, 3. August 2021
Montag, 2. August 2021
Sonntag, 1. August 2021
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